Sabin, The Lost One

Eldritch Practitioner, Insane Introvert

Personality

FC: Envy (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Sabin is, for the most part, an incredibly quiet young man. He rarely speaks and usually relies on his facial expressions or simply put animated gestures to add on to his responses. When he does, however, he comes out as a calm, collective individual who seems to be quick to solve any situation put before him. Beyond the surface, however, he tries to hide his more immature and insane side. Most of the time he assumes this when he is alone and when he is certain of his solitude. His other demeanor forces his entire attitude to change, turning him sadistic, careless, and childlike.

If doing this out im the public, he usually acts like the latter while gradually dissolves all means of restraining his other self.

To put it simply, Sabim acts simple and very welcoming g at first, but once he is alone he suddenly shifts to a more insane person.

Biography

During his early years, Sabin gain an interest of monsters and terrifying creatures alike from fictional novels and stories. He believes that they once existed long before the humans came. From there and as he aged up, Sabin grew more and more fascinated of the creatures. That was until one day where he discovered the short and long novels from an author named Lovecraft. Eventually he begins picking up these books, reading them one and by one and growing attached to these stories. His interests soon turns to an obsession as Sabin proceeds to convince himself of perhaps the creations from Lovecraft where real, thus, he slowly descended to a terrible metal state of anxiety, constant worries and second guesses, and being unable to trust anyone and everyone around him. At the same time he remained attached to the thoughts of eldritch beings existing somewhere on Earth.

Eventually he let the lost of a good portion of his sanity force him to practice various dangerous methods of attempting to summon any of the eldritch beings,

Sacrifices.
Chants.
Prayers.

All of this and many more soon forced Sabin to grow a splitting personality that makes him almost hard to approach.

To this day he chooses to work from home and continue his silent routine with attempting to communicate with the beings.